Right before Carson came home, a sweet Japanese woman wrote a long letter for him to give me. I will treasure it forever. I'm so thankful for people in Carson's mission who welcomed and loved and supported him.
Wednesday, July 29, 2026
He's Home!
Right before Carson came home, a sweet Japanese woman wrote a long letter for him to give me. I will treasure it forever. I'm so thankful for people in Carson's mission who welcomed and loved and supported him.
Tuesday, July 28, 2026
Ready
Since this house only has four bedrooms, we put air conditioning in the small garage and moved Colby in there temporarily so Carson can come home to a bedroom. When Carson leaves for college, we'll box up his things again and move Colby back into that bedroom. We plan to turn the small garage into a gym eventually, and now we have air conditioning for it.
Meanwhile, Leah and I set up Carson's bedroom again. Carson loves nature -- canoeing, camping, hiking -- so we hung nature pictures and paintings, something I've been meaning to do for that room these past two years. We printed out pictures we took of some favorite places in Minnesota. Leah printed out some of Carson's mission pictures. And now we're ready for him to come home!
Saturday, July 18, 2026
The Week
We've had several violent monsoons lately, and we lost the only tree in our yard when a storm toppled it.
These rabbits did not run away as we walked by.
I found this massive and creepy Palo Verde beetle in our church kitchen this week. It was no longer alive and had spent its final moments trying to get this M&M it could never eat. There are probably great lessons and metaphors about that.
I was scared to get close in case it was still alive. It took a while to get enough courage to vacuum it.
It was wider than the vacuum hose and only fit halfway in. I'm pretty sure I screamed. I ran to the door with the vacuum on, turned off the vacuum, and let it drop outside. It was huge, and I never want to see another one.
The hardest days are when I wake up and my stomach is already huge for no reason. I feel defeated before I even begin the day. This was yesterday.
A walk didn't help much, so I hid inside the rest of the day, taking it easy and wearing large, loose, comfortable clothes. I don't even know what to try next. Nothing calms my stomach problems yet.
I had another ENT appointment this week and the doctor scoped me again and confirmed my stubborn sinus infection is finally gone. The more Dupixent shots I take, the more the polyps will shrink and disappear, and my CRSwNP will get back under control.



















































